thoughts.

I always think to myself, when people look back at our generation, how will they describe us. I hear people say that we are the generation of the paris's and lindsay's, but in my opinion we are generation of the people who are telling us that. It seems that we all live off the facts and scandals that play out in front of us, that we get more excitement from the latest hollywood scandal then our actual lives. We thrive off the bad, and dont focus on the good. People say we are the generation of the facebook and the myspace. In my opinion, facebook and myspace have transformed into a way for people to try and portray that they have such an amazing life, another portal for insecurities and fights. We are never happy with what we have, and everyone is looking for more and more. This doesnt apply to everyone, just to most people I know. I figured out that thinking about how people would look back at our generation is a waste of time because our generation is so complex, and you can never really describe an era. You cant capture a era with just examples of history, you have to take time to know and figure out the people that make up that generation. People are so different, and thats why I love/hate people. Big groups of people give me anxiety. 

but everything gives me anxiety. 

I have anxiety right now about going to bed.

I never have a silence, because im always thinking, my head never stops.

yep.