uh oh

sliced my finger the second day of rosemary beach.

today.

Went to bed at 4:30, woke up at 5:30. Drove to the woodlands, then to lousinia, then to mississippi, then to alabama, and finally

ended up in florida. Met my friends kara and her friend britney for a late lunch and walked around town and to the beach. Came 

home and eat dinner, talked, took a shower, then got my computer to work. More to come as my trip continues...

issues.

everyone has them. Everyone has insecurities, everyone has their own problems they have to deal with every day. People choose to eithier hide their issues, or the brave people in life decide to deal with their underlining problems and try and fix them. You can lie to yourself, others, you can try and tell everyone and show everyone that your fine, that your life is amazing. But thats the problem. Everyone tries to make their life seem better then it is, so you are surrounded by people who you think have the perfect life, and it makes you feel like your wierd for having problems so you try to hide them, and its the big cycle of lies. Im not saying to go around saying your problems, but dont beat yourself down for having them, because  most likely there are people around you dealing with the same stuff. 

NO!

good books.

thoughts.

I always think to myself, when people look back at our generation, how will they describe us. I hear people say that we are the generation of the paris's and lindsay's, but in my opinion we are generation of the people who are telling us that. It seems that we all live off the facts and scandals that play out in front of us, that we get more excitement from the latest hollywood scandal then our actual lives. We thrive off the bad, and dont focus on the good. People say we are the generation of the facebook and the myspace. In my opinion, facebook and myspace have transformed into a way for people to try and portray that they have such an amazing life, another portal for insecurities and fights. We are never happy with what we have, and everyone is looking for more and more. This doesnt apply to everyone, just to most people I know. I figured out that thinking about how people would look back at our generation is a waste of time because our generation is so complex, and you can never really describe an era. You cant capture a era with just examples of history, you have to take time to know and figure out the people that make up that generation. People are so different, and thats why I love/hate people. Big groups of people give me anxiety. 

but everything gives me anxiety. 

I have anxiety right now about going to bed.

I never have a silence, because im always thinking, my head never stops.

yep.

vague.

reality bites.

 There's no point to any of this. It's all just a... 

a random lottery of meaningless tragedy and a series of near escapes. 

So I take pleasure in the details. You know... a Quarter-Pounder with cheese, 

those are good, the sky about ten minutes before it starts to rain,

  the moment where your laughter become a cackle... 

and I, I sit back and I smoke my Camel Straights and I ride my own melt. 

annie hall.

I N      S T Y L E. 

meilleur ami

you got that girl.

here we go.